i hate losing

Apology

what you need to know:
generally known as Matthew Yap (math*yoo*yap)
age eighteen
birthday first of feb
google thirteenmattyap@gmail.com
chained to somebody back home
writes ... unfortunately.
can say the alphabet backwards because it takes skill
plays the bass and piano

things to do/be in the future:
a leader of a terrorist group
a don of the first ever classy filipino mafia
a superhero because I just want superpowers
old because it would be really disturbing if i wouldn't be.
unlock the secrets of the universe wanna bet?
jump off the building and survive
find my own you-know-what Because the first one didn't work out as much.
Layout: lyricaltragedy
Pattern: tillyness

persistent. persuasive. pathetic.
its a pity he still wants to make sure of himself.
who would have thought that the writings on your walls
would make sense one day?

its the life he chose over death, dont worry.
screw the sappy poems, the wrist slashing, the eye liner, the all-black apparel.
hoping for the day that music will once again resonate.
maybe not like before, but still, in harmony.

*life forces you to solve for a quadratic equation when all you want to do is addition.