bora daythree

maybe

i wish i was a dog

How to Play the Matt Drinking Game

we ride

Remembering Peter Pan

insomnia

bourbon break

complex

i hate losing

what you need to know:
generally known as Matthew Yap (math*yoo*yap)
age eighteen
birthday first of feb
google thirteenmattyap@gmail.com
chained to somebody back home
writes ... unfortunately.
can say the alphabet backwards because it takes skill
plays the bass and piano

things to do/be in the future:
a leader of a terrorist group
a don of the first ever classy filipino mafia
a superhero because I just want superpowers
old because it would be really disturbing if i wouldn't be.
unlock the secrets of the universe wanna bet?
jump off the building and survive
find my own you-know-what Because the first one didn't work out as much.
Layout: lyricaltragedy
Pattern: tillyness

we found each other in a world where
everybody conforms to the rule:
"tell me what you're up to
every five minutes,
and if you dont,
you dont love me."

for us:
you cant measure love
by how many times you make your presence known to each other.
but with the feeling of affection and utter bliss you get each time you do it.

thank god,
we found each other in a world where:
all the guys want to find their own angel
and all the girls want to find their own piolo.
in different corners of the world,
people force to live the ridiculous love lives
of the people they see on television.
they just cant accept the truth
that we are human, imperfect and capable of sin.

thank god,
we found each other in a world
where we both didnt expect to find each other.
through a childhood crush,
through a social torment.
when i have lost all my sanity, my being.
when i was searching for meaning,
and i found you.
the truest beauty, mind and strength
i've always wanted to see in women. (but never found until then)

and the day i found that sheer happiness,
i achieved
a smile forever frozen on my soul

thank god

thank fucking god, i found you.

i have you.



and i know you hate it when i refer to what we have as "love". but whatever you do, whatever you call it, however it makes you feel, i honestly do. and you might punish me for every time i've mentioned it, but i'm willing to take everything. because i do.

i honestly do.